It's been a while..

It's been a while since I last wrote in this blog.
Things have been so great that my personal "Tragic Kingdom" is no longer priority in my life, so I'm sorry.
Summing up: I've been for 5 months with this guy, which I can say I love.
Why is it the love something so valuable?

I've been with other people before, why is this different?
Easy... We've been living together for a while now, and there has been fights, and love (plenty of love)
Of course, this is the first year living together, so we have to wait and see if this is the real thing, or just the honeymoon.

That's cool, I'm in love, but there's always drama in a girl's life, isn't that true?
I'm in a different country, trying to get started in a new life, full of dreams and hope I landed,
Full of deception and insecurity I am now,
this is not what I expected, this is not what I wanted in the first place.

Have you ever felt like this before?

Welcome to a new age of drama. Where twilight rules the expectation of love, and Keira Knightley is the one you want to look like. I've been having a difficult time finding a dress... All because I look more like Jlo than Penelope Cruz. See you soon!

Empty head

Have you ever wonder why people in you life always shows up when you are all alone?

Have you even wonder why, when you are ready to leave, you met someone really cool, that you actually like, and you doubt between leaving and staying?

I've been there.. I am there.... It's been a month and something since my ex broke up with me, and yet, I've met someone online, that seems pretty cool... And someone else is sending me love letters. Isn't it weird?

I truly hope things work out for me...  I've read somewhere, that you have to empty your mind so you can find the things you want... Just stop thinkin' and start living... Ok.. Will DO

Fuck you!

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you!